Feels like me on a good day.
Will never forget how you taste

Will never forget how you taste

This is my last post. I love you. I have no one but you. I don’t have someone to talk to or vent my feelings. I can’t tell you directly what feeling cuz it never works out the way it should. Idk what to do about what I have planned now… So this is it. Do I give up or what? We’ll see I guess.

Well I guess its all reset back to start..only this time I didn’t do it.. at least I don’t think I did… which means I did.

Ice cavern

Ice cavern

By all means I’m getting mad but that don’t mean I don’t feel sorry for you.

How sad you’re going to be. I wish I could stick around to see your face when you realize you’ve permanently change and it’s all thanks to me, I was wrong for coming here .You’ll walk alone and run around your lonely home.
Look for my face but I’m already gone.

Idk wtf is wrong w me as of late but I just feel like I’m that guy no one wants around but is really useful. Like I’m not one to pay attention to but my skills are solid. I don’t feel respected. I’m feeling like im constantly undermined, like I’m not important yet I’m a valuable piece in your game. Then part of me feels like I’m being whiney cuz I feel such a way. Everything frustrates me now when I used to never be bothered by anything. Now I bother myself by feeling like I’m bothering everyone else. Tough.

Draw with me. Fire0wL

Draw with me. Fire0wL

It hurts remembering how it felt to shut down.

It hurts remembering how it felt to shut down.

Happy bday my beautiful lover. A quarter century old.

Happy bday my beautiful lover. A quarter century old.